There is a lot going on in my life that if I allow, will take me into the pits of despair. It's not even anything that should. But, I let things get to me, I make it personal. I should stop it, bit I can not.
For the record it's not anything with anyone in my house.
When I get in these moods, I sometimes have to watch a YouTube video of Ben Haggerty in his lovely jumpsuit thrusting is pelvis. Sometimes I will watch him dance on his ass with Batman pajamas. Sometimes I look at his Instagram. I love his style and on my birthday...my 37th birthday....I thought it would be fun if he would go to my favorite thrift shop with me. I was bordering on crazy.
I know why I think he is the bees knees....He reminds me of my husband. The blue eyes, the profile (before his pregnancy weight)....and how my husband used to dress with some style. Then there is they way he says "Fuck"....cracks me up. No, I am not some cray cray middle aged woman who will seek him out and try to steal his bolo tie. I am a middle aged woman with six kids, who need a break from the chaos of other adults from time to time.
For now I leave you with this....
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